Honesty is the best policy. And restarting after being so successful and having Satan want to remind you of being a failure is hard. BUT JESUS! I could spend a whole article about how each time I start dealing with disappointment about my health, the Lord sends Coach back into my life. And I am thankful for the modifications. And at my age, I am fighting the body on time. BUT JESUS! My verse before starting back was “O Lord my God I cried for help, and you restored my health.” Psalm 30:2 So there will always be modifications, but I am in there fighting because of and with JESUS and because of my Coach. Prayers appreciated.